First Week Of My Last Semester

Yesterday Peter and my pops came to Richmond for some business and before I knew it me and Andrey were in Mclean! My father has a way of surrounding himself with people at all times! We went to Kona Grill a restaurant in the West End of richmond that does half off sushi. It gives off a modern yet wooden environment with the decor or red. If you like sushi its half off during happy hour and has a young working crowd always a decent amount of people there during happy hour! ANYWAYS I took Andrey to Reston Town Center the center for all the highschool students back in the day to hang out! The place did a complete 360 high risers everywhere, beautiful apartments, new stores (bebe,jcrew,sephora,teavanna,and others), and bars! We went looking for a drink and something to eat. There was first Jackson's that was packed and owned by same people who run coastal flats. The design is the same light wood furniture, bright lights, outside seating. If you want to socilaize and get drunk go to jacksons! We went by Saopoul where I saw my cousin Julian! So happy to see him! We finally made a decision on a restaurant who still amazes me! Vapiano! Pizza,Pasta, Bar. Extremely spacious with high ceilings filling you with a breath of fresh air. Wood furniture with cushions high seats for the modern style, or you had the choice of sitting low and creating a more romantic, or lounging atmosphere with friends. The front desk gave you card which allowed you to make your purchase they use the card and you pay at the end by handing you their card! The idea was great , probably why they are opening in Dubai,Austraial,Switzerland,Germany, France, amongst other locations. This is the website if you want to know more about the company I highly suggest it. WWW.VAPIANO.COM I also loved the plants!Attatched is a song I was looking for about a week and finally found after posting a question on facebook! Also I uploaded a picture of when me and Andrey went to Tobacco to celebrate Fajsels 23d birthday!!!!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sS76eS34Y0c&ob=av2e

7-30-11

I got a urge to update!!! It's 9:51am on a Saturday and yes I'm feeling completely fine! No hangover or crucial headache, I actually forgot what those felt like! It's been over a month since I remember being tipsy and almost a month since I smoked a ciggy! Thanks...not to me but my situation! I've motivated myself enough to go to the gym this morning a battle I consistently fight! It's just the motivation! In sales you're motivated by money. Its sad I need an incentive to do a good job at something or to try. Incentives motivate people. Gym=Good Health..... Walking up to a person selling them something=more money in the bank...... more money in the bank=cute clothes.Andrey went to Baltimore for the day, I'll be working until 10pm tonight and I think his mom is preparing or cleaning something in the kitchen!Internship is done with and plans are being made for the future:)

Okay Wow

I was on a health splurge for 5 years, but it has come to a almost immediate hault! I'm 9 days from 22 years old and I should not be having a mid life crisis already! Although this is exactly what it feels like. I'm searching for an undying forever motivational guide to going to the gym! I rather spend my time on facebook, with andrey, at the pool, sipping on something sweet or some other hobby that indulges me with extreme pleasure. I went to get dressed today for work and ALMOST couldn't button my FAVORITE pants! Now if I couldn't officially button these pants I'd probably call off of work and run to the gym saying I got a flat tire or something, I mean it's that serious. It's deff a women's curse in my family starting with me sister and most probably ending with me! Not the fact that I'm fatgirl but the fact that we say it EVERY SINGLE DAY! hahahahahahah...jesus christ please send me to the gym after work although there will be a bunch of beautiful people when I get off of work.. Thanks to me :) besitos

20$$

Freshh! Hey loves I'm back in full effect, had to take a little break! So basically so much has changed since the last time I blogged! So far today I've gone to two classes and basically been in the house all day after that :-D and it does feel good.

Yung Yogi

Kona Hawian CoffeE!

Second day in a row I've woken up @ 740am to go to yoga class! I'm determined to get back on track. That will consist of when I get my check buying groceries to last me two weeks so I don't spend excess money eating out, going to the gym at least three times a week, cleaning my room at least once a week, staying organized, focusing on my studies, working hard at work, making money, keeping care of the things i do have. It's super independent women time, over this way! anyone can appreciate that, ya girl has bills to pay! Chillen at crossroads right now downing a small coffee, yesterday it was french vanilla, today its sweetie chocolate something, and the kona straight out Hawaiii! I have an exam in two hours, Ive been studying feel like I know the information, and I don't want to over work my brain! This guy that my homegirl a-dreezy is feeling is standing in front of me, he treated the people in front of me with such equality and love that I feel like shit! lmao I wish adrian was here to see that, she'd be like let me go get his number right now! haha as soon as these two girls walked into the cafe I felt they were at unease with their environment. They weren't used to being surrounded by college students on their laptops, golden retreievers running around outside, and hot white men philosphying about life on that patio. I kind of observed them in their essence, as if I was better. Until A-dreezy's boy stepped in the building and taught me a little something something. For one be a better person, treat everyone equally and if you sense they feel out of place do you're best to make them feel comfy. The more you practice at this the more natural it will be. So when the time comes and you're with someone you really do care about, and THEY feel out of place you will have the practice and sophistication of making them feel comfy. Today in yoga I concentrated heavily on my breathing, its the only way I could keep up with the class. We were doing normal poses, all that I have done before, but for some reason my body was not as strong as I thought it to be. My breather and PRANA YAMA (breath inside of you) lead me through the practice, I left the gym feeling much lighter, appreciative, and aware of the birds and trees. You know I love the spiritual side of life but it won't make me money. Right now Looooveee my job at nordstroms its fun, and I know it's where I'm suppose to be right now in my life. As far as after college, and career wise, we'll see I just get this anxious feeling that I have to know NOW!, and I know that's not the case, I know it will come, but it feels good just to know. I do have plans, but you know plans are plans, and life is so unpredictable you're plans can always become un-planned. I do feel like I'm at a turning point in my life(not to be a hypocrit as I type my emotional expressions via blogger, rather than studying for my exam in two hours)BUT! i do feel comfterable with the information. I'm scared to over-study and forget the information. My family has come to a fork in the road, where it is TIME for me to step up my game! No more playing games, no more skipping work, skipping class, taking that extra drink, spending that excess dollar on bullshit! no its time for me to make a life for myself, and be able to support myself! I don't want to as my dad for money anymore, he has enough people he has to support and I want more then ever to take that burdern off his shoulders. Im so unique loving, giving, understanding and beautiful because of what my FATHER has done for me, the advise, wisdom, and security he has given me the past 21 years. I want that part of him to stay vibrant forever I can't dull his heart anymore by taking taking taking, like bob marley said you gotta give a little and take a little.! Ive done my part of taking now its time to give back to him! So Im focused man, no more spending money on bullshit, I have to acheive all my goals, and your either with me or not! ya know Im not going to say your against me, hopefully you're just doin you. But im on the path to rightouesness, me and my family the people I love, and those who understand the light that is guiding me!

French Vanilla Coffee Crossroads

Your Presence is missed A-dreezy!


Life is constantly revolving and changing, everyday is a day to learn! About you and about others. What can I say,everybody is officialy moved in at my crib. The house will consist of Me,Angelica,Adrian and Bobi:) hopefully this will work out for the best as of right now I can deff. say, that Im happy with everyone living in the house :) Ya girl is back to being 100% single, that means not talking to anybody! hahaha not even a man that hits me up on a daily. The way life is looking though I wouldn't have the time :) but boy would I love the comfort of a man. Its only natural, we were made for eachother. Sovreinty is ofcourse necessary , you must love yourself and know yourself before you can love and know someone else. Thats where I'm at right now. The next man I'm with should treat me like a queen , and I will do the same just for him. Relationships must be balanced me giving to him as much as he gives to me. The last guy I talked to was just about games, you know its like if you go all the way go all the way there is no half assing over here. Let me know keep on talking about men like they are the only thing that takes up my mentality. But I'm going to end that subject with "KEEP THINGS FRESH" never dull. Something is always sprouting whether its a relationship or a tree. Constantly changing and growing, until the determination of its life on earth, otherwise energy is constantly flowing, and dullness will be a sign of being unaware. Right now Im taking a course called Financial Management. We are concentrating on stocks and bonds right now, and determining the rate of return on a stock and or bond. The next test is tom. I'm doing well in the math, but will start concentrating on the differences between the two stocks and bonds.